Life Decisions

When something in your life changes it is hard to look back at the hard things you went through. When a women and her child are hurt it is hard to Forgive and to move on! But, with the Grace of a Great God... We are able to push forward, and start the forgiving process. It isn't easy, and it going to be a ride. Now, I have started contacting others who are and a part of the harmful past. I have recently found out that and old family member is a Born Again Christian. She has been guiding me, Helping me.. and letting me know what a real Sister is about. She has been more of a Sister to me then my own. I am Greatful to her... and she is Helping me work on Forgiveness. See it was her Brother who betrayed everyone. She is working with him and she says he is improving his faith. Even though I despised him for so long... I am Happy he is seeking the Lord. I have forgiven him for the things he did to me.... and I am working on Forgiving him for the things he did to my Daughter. This is a big step for anyone! I have recieved grief for even thinking about forgiving. But, the Lord comes first, don't let anyone tell you different.

Heavenly Father here and now, I pray.... I pray that everything in my life is lead out to your will. I pray that you send love and patients to all that are involved in this situation. I pray all recieve you Lord.. Recieve you love and Grace..
In the Water, Blood, and in Jesus' name.
Amen...